Sometimes I feel like I'm slowly falling apart.

Not like insane, but like my mind is flaking apart bit by bit...

I used to have a fabulous memory. I felt like I had something to bring to the world, I was SMART.

And now I don't even know what's going on. It's like everything is slowly, slowly falling apart and I can't figure out how to get back.

I hate it so much, and I have no idea what to do.